I hooked up with my half-sister and now my life is ruined.

I hooked up with my half-sister. We've never met before until recently. I hooked up with my half-sister and now my life is ruined.<br><br>It all started on a warm summer evening when I and my friend visited a local bar. We had a few drinks and chatted with some people. My friend and I decided to leave, and as we were walking out the door, a girl and her friend bumped into me. I felt sorry for her and offered to buy her a drink to make up for it. We got drunk and she took me back to her place. We hooked up and it was fun. We laughed together and she was nice to me. She looked so beautiful and we talked about anything and everything.<br><br>She asked me to spend the night with her and I agreed. We woke up the next morning, had a hangover, and went to a local coffee shop to drink something. We talked and laughed and everything was great. We went back to her place and hooked up again. It was so much fun and I wanted to be with her forever.<br><br>As we were leaving, she asked me about my parents. She asked me where I grew up, what school I went to, and if I have any siblings. I told her everything about me. I told her that I had a half-sister who I never met before. She lost and stared at me for several seconds until she realized what was happening.<br><br>"You're my brother and we just hooked up. What are we going to do now?" she asked.<br><br>I was lost and didn't know what to say. "We can still hook up and get married. We can live together and have kids. Because you're my half-sister, it doesn't mean anything. It's not wrong at all."<br><br>She lost and stared at me for a few more seconds. "I don't know. I have to think about it," she said and sat down on the couch and starred at me for several seconds.<br><br>I walked out the door and went back to my place. I was crying and lost and didn't know what to do. I called my friend and told him everything that happened. He told me to stay strong and said that it's not my fault and that everything will be okay.<br><br>I went to work the next day and she called me and told me that we can't hook up anymore and that we can't be friends. I asked why and she said that it's wrong and that I should have known. I asked her to give me another chance, but she said no and hung up.<br><br>I lost someone I loved. I know that I did nothing wrong and that hitting on my half-sister was nothing wrong. I don't understand why she hates me so much. She said we can't be friends. I don't understand why she doesn't want to be friends with me anymore.<br><br>When I go to my job, I see her every day. Every single day. And every time I see her, I feel terrible. She ignores me and doesn't talk to me. I'm afraid that she will call the police and I'll be fired. That's why I'm afraid of talking to her. She doesn't like me anymore. I don't know what I did wrong. She told me that she hates me because she thinks I'm disgusting. But I'm not disgusting at all.<br><br>She says she's going to tell our mother. I don't know what will happen and I'm really afraid. I know that nothing wrong happened. But she doesn't and I don't know what to do.<br><br>She doesn't want to be friends with me anymore and doesn't want to hook up again. Everything is over and I lost her. I don't know what to do.<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>Edit: she hooked up with my best friend and is now his girlfriend