how do I stop crying?

I'm crying about nothing<br><br>I'm so alone I don't know what to do, my family looks at me as if I'm something they would rather forget. And when I look into their eyes that say I'm nothing to them it just hurts so much.<br><br><br>My friends moved away but they don't wanna stay in touch, I was only there to entertain them for a short time. <br><br><br>I'm so tired. I need to feel loved for once but it's hard to believe that'll ever happen in this life.<br><br>I just wanna be in a relationship where I'm appreciated, I'm not alone, I have someone. I can go out with them, and go on trips. I really don't believe in myself anymore and I just feel like I'm nothing.