I've never had a friend in my life

I'm in my mid 30's now. I've never had one friend in my life. I'm not religious, I don't smoke weed, I don't drink, I don't like partying, and I don't like bars. I have no hobbies or interests that I can use to connect with others. I've tried joining clubs, going to concerts, joining groups, going to the gym. I've tried it all. I've never connected with anyone. Never. <br><br>I've always been alone and I will die alone. It's not fair but this is my reality. I don't like it, but I deal with it. <br><br>I don't know how people can say making friends is easy. It's not.