I found it and I regret it.

This is a throwaway account because I'm too humiliated. Since my husband and I are expecting a child, I started investigating the history of his sperm just in case there are any genetic issues to worry about. He was a sperm donor in the 90s and donated 50 samples to 2 clinics. I was able to get the donor ID number from both clinics. <br><br>I was able to find 2 half siblings each from each clinic. Both clinics also gave me donor description sheets. Thank god they did because each clinic used the same donor ID number for him but for different donors. <br><br>The donor description sheets show a 3-4 inch height difference and completely different eye color, hair color and hair texture. One clinic says he has blue eyes and blonde hair while the other clinic says he has hazel/green eyes and red hair. Both forms have the same birthdate but different bloodtypes. <br><br>I confronted my husband and told him to take a DNA test. It came back 42% European and 58% African with NO Irish or British ancestry when I know for a fact he is Irish and British. His eyes aren't even blue. They're hazel/green. But he swears up and down that he donated and that it must be the clinics that screwed up. I told him to show me his donor paperwork but he says he lost them in a move. <br><br>I'm worried not only that he's not the bio father of my kid but that I was lied to. I know I sound crazy but he's been nothing but kind and loving to me. I've been with him for almost 10 years and he would NEVER lie. I just feel so confused.