It hurts each day to know that my childhood bestie is now a p**nstar

My childhood bestie from high school used to spend a lot of time with me. She never dated anyone. <br><br>She used to be a very modest and humble girl, she never dressed like a slut. <br><br>Shes always been pretty and had huge b**bs. <br><br>After each day of high school we used to spend a lot of time talking on the phone etc. <br><br>I was never good with the ladies and im a virgin. <br><br>I was very hopeful to get with her. <br><br>3 years ago she posted a story on Instagram with some random dude. I was wondering who he was. They might have been a couple, i thought. <br><br>3 years later and a lot of stories later, now she has around 300k followers. She posts a lot of p**n each day. <br><br>I have unfollowed her, but i just dont understand how she went from being a modest girl to this. It truly hurts each day.