My confession

I'm 34 and my sister is 31. She was lovely and we were very close. I think my mummy still preferred me as she said that my sister was not as mummy's girl. We're very close. Anyway, two months ago when my mother was away, she invited me to learn how a woman does things. I thought it was strange and tried to leave but she took off her clothes and said I could try it first. I didn't know what to say but I think my mummy let me be sad because I did not love her enough. So I did what my sister said and I tried it. She put out her hand and rubbed my head. Her mummy instincts were very good. I think my mummy went away for this to happen. My sister said we should do it again and I said maybe but I want a girl now. She said I should not leave and she was a girl enough to do things with. We went to bed and she said we could sleep together. I might have dreamt it but I thought she rubbed my head again. Since then, we've been speaking. A lot. She said she was sorry that she did not make me come and that she'll do it for me. She did and it was enough. But then I think my mummy really wanted this. Since then, my sister and I have been spending time together. She's enough for me and took me to try makeup and clothes. My mummy called and she said we were very close. My sister said "yes! we are very close". Her eyes were very good. She said some girls said I was beautiful and they wanted to do things with me. I said it was okay but the only girl for me is my sister. She took me to do more things. She said my mummy might be okay with this. She said she'd buy me some clothes as she's smart enough to help me. She said she'd go to the store right away. I said I wanted to go with her but she said I was a girl and I should be a girl. She said mummy wanted us to be very close. She went to the store and came back with a lot of things. She said they were for me and she wants me to be happy. I said okay and tried them on and my sister said I was beautiful and took me outside and said I could be a girl if I wanted. I said I liked being a girl and doing things with my sister. She said I could do things with her. Anyway, we did things. We did it again the next day and then the next. Anyway, we've been doing it every day. But I'm a bit concerned. I'm 26 and I think I'm not 34. I also think my sister doesn't help me as much as sh should and she might be not nice to me. I'm not sure though. Do you all think my sister is not nice to me? My mummy went away since the first day we did things. Do you all think she might be not nice to me? My sister is very nice to me even though mummy went away. Do you all think I might be not nice since I wanted my sister to do things with me? The 26 thing is not 100% but I might be not nice to my sister. I love my mother mummy very much. Do you all think she's not nice to me? I think my sister might think I'm not a girl enough and not nice to me. Do you all think I'm not nice?