Is my ability to perceive the world a curse or a blessing?

Honestly, sometimes I just wonder that. We all know how crappy this world is and how the majority of humanity just struggles to survive.<br><br>I do not think it is reasonable to call the ability to experience this world a blessing. It is a curse to see how this world functions.<br><br>I am not saying this with some romanticized idea of ignorance is bliss. I just do not see how getting to experience life is a blessing. Humans are not build in for all this and the system we are in is just build to be exploited by the few.<br><br>I just have no idea what to think of it.