I'm a 43 year old father doing 7 grams of shrooms and I'm never doing this again.

7 grams dried and vacuum sealed and a single xanax. I'm an experienced drug user, but it's been awhile. I used to take a lot of drugs, I went cold turkey a few years ago without any withdrawal symptoms. Anyway, I'm pretty set on psychedelic drugs, done a lot of lsd and shrooms. This is my third time doing shrooms since I moved to Oregon and today I did a gram and a half. I'm waiting for it to kick in, normally a gram would be enough but I've built up a tolerance. I'm also not sure of the quality of these, I've seen them grow before so I know they're real but they look kind of small. If you have any questions or something you'd like me to try while I'm on the drugs feel free to ask. <br><br>Update: 1 hour and 10 mins. Well, the drugs have kicked in and we're off and running. I had a drink (orange juice and coffee) and I burped and It smelled like shrooms. I don't feel sick, but I'm a little frustrated still. I kind of have a stomach ache but we'll see what happens. Personally I believe this is the make or break moment, if you feel sick most likely you will feel sick your whole trip. I'm a little bit dissapointed in myself, this is the 3rd time I've taken these shrooms and I didn't feel anything at all last time. <br><br>Update 1:30: Well I burped again and It smelled like orange juice. So I'm hoping that's It. I'm sitting in my bed and I don't feel sick It's just that burp It's bothering me. I've been looking at some of these trip reports and I'm kind of dissapointed that It's not as strong as I thought It would be. <br><br>Update 1:45: I've eaten a small meal and I feel a lot better. The burp thing hasn't happened for awhile and everything seems fine. I feel a little bit light headed still, but life is good. <br><br>Update 2:00: I think I'm going to go for a walk now, maybe go to the store and look for some gummies. <br><br>Update 2:30: I'm at the park and It's really nice. I think I'm going to call my Dad and tell him the good news. I just got a big check and I'm finally able to get a new car. The sun is shining, birds are singing.... It's great. <br><br>Update 3:30: Back at the house. I didn't call my Dad, I was going to but I texted my sister instead. It's really nice today, I love Portland. I felt great. I'm still feeling pretty good but I'm just waiting for the drugs to wear off It's been 4 and a half hours and I think they're just about done. <br><br>Update 5:00: It's really hard for me to describe shroom trips because It's a feeling. I know that sounds weird, but it is. I'm not hallucinating or anything, I just feel good. Everything's good and I've been reading and watching TV. It's been 6 hours and I don't feel like I'm tripping anymore. <br><br>Update 9:00: I've eaten a big meal and I'm not tripping anymore. I think I'm going to take another gram and a half and then hit the bar and maybe get a tattoo. <br><br>Update 11:00: I went to the bar and I had 3 drinks. I only drank for a total of 45 mins and then I left and went home. I felt good It was fun, It was non eventful. I had an Orange juice and whiskey and two beers. I tried to hit on two different women and It didn't work out. I'm not really sure If the drugs ever kicked in but I was drinking so.... I'm going to do another gram and a half and stay home and try to sleep. <br><br>Update 12:00: Well, here I am. <br><br>Update 1:00: I've eaten another meal and I'm feeling good. It's just like every other time I've done shrooms. I'm not rushed, I'm not paranoid. I feel good. I don't feel like I'm drunk or high, I just feel like I'm having a good time. I don't know if anyone noticed but I took more drugs and I'm not a drug addict. I don't need to take drugs to have fun, but I won't have fun without them. I'm not sure how that works, but I think I'm going to call it a night. I just ate something and I feel really good. <br><br>Update 10am: I'm sober now, I had a great night last night. I feel great today and life is good. Maybe I'll do drugs again someday, but I'm going to wait awhile. Thanks for reading. <br><br>Edit: I'm back It's 4:30pm and I just took my second xanax. I'm extremely sick right now, It's not fun. So this is a lesson for anyone who wants to mix drugs. I've mixed every kind of drug together and I've never had a bad reaction like this before. I feel like I'm dying, I threw up everywhere. 7 grams is definitely too much, I will never do this again. <br><br>Edit 2: I was throwing up blood, I was throwing up bile.... I'm sitting in the bathtub right now with hot water And I'm shaking violently. This is the first time I've ever experienced a bad trip and I'm It's terrifying. I would only recommend doing 7 grams If you want to feel like your dying. I'm cold, I'm in a lot of pain. I'm doing this right now, but next time I will stick to my 3.5 grams. <br><br>Update 9:30pm: I think I'm starting to feel better. I'm still shaking but I'm not as sick anymore. I'm sitting in bed and life is ok. I'm chilling. I drank some water and I've been eating some crackers. Still not feeling great, but I It's a lot better than It was. Thank you for reading. <br><br>Edit: It's 12:30am and I'm feeling good now. I'm ready to go to bed. Thank you for reading.