I've come to realize that all of the problems my life can be traced back to being an incel

I'm 22 years old. Never dated, never had sex, never kissed a girl, never even held hands with a girl. The extent of my social interactions with girls are, friends and a shower of rejections in my teens. I've never had a friend group, I do have 2 friends I talk to occasionally but thats it. I've always been alone. I dont know what i did to make my life this way. I've tried working out hard for years to get some pussy. Nothing. I've tried ending my life, didnt work. I'm at a loss for what to do with my life. I'm going to be alone forever. I just know it. I've accepted that. I'm doing everything right but still i'm alone. I've worked my ass off for the last 6 years, to get into medical school. I'm in, but i'm alone. I dont know what to do with my life. I've tried joining clubs and talking to people for years to get friends. I dont know what to do. I've gone to the gym for years. I'm in good shape, but no pussy, I'm still alone. I've tried going to church to do the whole "God will heal you, God will give you a spouse, be patient" thing. Nothing. I can't even get a GIRLFRIEND, how am i going to get a spouse, let alone a wife. Idkreachable. Oh well.