Mandatory conscription.

I just saw an article about the draft and it hit me like a ton of bricks. I may be drafted. I don't have any disability or anything. I'm not on welfare. I'm 100% eligible to be drafted. <br><br>Just the idea of having to serve like that disgusts me. I don't want to die. I don't want to serve for this country. I don't love this country and I sure as hell don't want to die for it. <br><br>What the fuck did I ever do to deserve that? Why the fuck am I required to go and die for the usa? What the fuck did I ever do for this country? <br><br>I do not care about freedom. I do not care about this nation. I don't even believe it at this point. I get taxes taken out of my paycheck every month. I do not have the freedom to live my life how I want to. Society does not give a fuck about me. I have never been in a relationship. I've never even been hugged. I'm fucking alone and they want me to go and die? What did they do for me?<br><br>This country has never fucking helped me. They've never done shit for me. They've never given me anything. I've been shit on my whole life, spat on. Society doesn't give a fuck about me like that. I am not on welfare. They do not care about me. I am nothing more than a robot to them.<br><br>I do not want to die. I hate the idea of dying like that. What a fucking stupid waste of life. Going to die for nothing. For what? So my government can gain a little power? So they can have a victory? What,v do I get out of it? Nothing. They have given me nothing but pain and suffering and they want me to die for them? They can go fuck themselves. I would honestly commit suicide at this point. I will not serve the usa. I refuse. I would rather die than serve them.