i'm definitely not semi-naked and crying on the floor

i've been having a really hard couple of weeks, and i haven't shaved in a long time, semi-naked and crying on the floor in my room. i definitely don't have a shallow sadness and am not overwhelmed thinking about the backyard our house used to have, but the fence is gone now. for some reason it makes me feel overwhelmed. definitely not ... semi-naked and crying on the floor.