Blackpilled today

It's been a long time since I've been this blackpilled. <br><br>I've been reading through these threads and I'm starting to realize I have been blind. People talking about how a 5 can do better than me and that they probably are.<br><br>Then I had to drive somewhere today and saw a couple on a walk with their kid in a stroller. The dad was a fat slob and the mom was one of the prettiest women I've ever seen. I've never been able to get a girlfriend, not even a fat woman. I'm nothing<br><br>Then I saw another couple on a walk where the man was ugly as sin and had some type of facial deformity and his woman was very beautiful. <br><br>I'm ugly and will be alone forever and it's killing me.