I want to be a chubby chill husband!

I (26M) am a 25lbs-over-weight guy who always wanted to find his "waifu", but over the years I came to the realization that I don't want to be a husbando for anyone.<br><br>I want to be a chubby chill husband! I want to be able to buy fat snacks without my girlfriend judging me. I want to spend the whole day playing games without feeling like I'm disappointing someone. I don't want to be electrified by sex when I just want to be a cuddly cute husband. I don't want to always make sure that I look as good as I can, I want the freedom to wear whatever clothes I want, even if I'm at home!<br><br>And I want to be able to be all of this and still find someone who loves me for who I am!<br><br>Unfortunately, I'm not the best at talking to women, so I'm not the most confident guy when it comes to dating. But I really want to spend my life with someone who is chubby too, and who understands that we're just two cute chubby people doing everything we love and not caring about how we look.<br><br>I don't think this is too much to ask for, is it? Or are chubby men just destined to be the "friend zone" forever?