My sister told me on her death bed she found my hidden camera

I'm not sure if I should be embarrassed or proud. But I installed a hidden camera in my room without my sister's knowledge, I wanted to see what she did while I was gone. The camera caught her on video touching my stuff, laying on my bed, wearing my underwear, etc. I don't know why but this turns me on. But I'm also embarrassed I had the camera installed.<br><br>When my sister was on her death bed, she told me she found out about the hidden camera, and she used to go to my room to do those things. She told me she did it on purpose so I'd get off on the video. She also told me she found it weird I would want to spy on her, but she was also excited to do those things. I'm confused.<br><br>Edit. She died of cancer.