I fly around the world for work. I'm not telling you about it on Instagram.

I travel for work a lot. It's not very fun and has taken a toll on my mental health. I fly business class and stay in nice hotels. I'm not entitled, I know this is a "first world problem". But no matter how many times I go through security, or sit in the lounge and get on a plane, it sucks. The stress that it causes me (and my family) makes it not worth it no matter how much I make. I want to settle down and have kids. I want to see my fellow parents post about the milestones their kids hit.<br><br>I'm tired of seeing people on social media (mostly women) who travel all the time for work and talk about how great and empowering it is and how strong and independent they are. They show off all the cool shit they do. They talk about how women are so lucky to be able to travel and grow. It looks so fucking fun.<br><br>I want to go on a hike. I want to spend time outdoors. I want to spend time with my partner. I'm tired of watching Netflix in my hotel room and going to the gym because I don't have time to make friends. I hate sitting alone at dinner. I hate sitting alone at the bar. I hate when I have to choose between home or work because of travel.