It's exhausting

It's exhausting to be lonely. Every day, I'm tired of being alone every day. It's exhausting to want a relationship so badly but ALL of my relationships fail. It's exhausting to hate going out in public but feeling the need to be around other humans for a few minutes a day. It's exhausting to feel like I'm nothing more than necessity to those around me.<br><br>Ugh. I just don't know what to do anymore.