I'm impressed by the strength of our community.

Today is a terrible day and it's triggering a lot of sadness and anxiety. I'm glad that I can come here and share and see all the love and support of the community.<br><br>Thank you to everyone who shared their love, support, and stories. I appreciate you all.<br><br>Edit: if I haven't responded yet, I'm working on giving everyone a hug and a reply. Thank you all for the love and support.<br><br>Edit 2: I am so thankful for all of you. I had no idea this post would spread so far and I wanted to thank each of you personally, but I am genuinely overwhelmed. I love this community so much. I know many of you said that I'm strong for being able to reach out to someone I don't know for love and support. But in reality, it's all of you who reached back to me and lifted me up. It makes me so emotional to see this. I'm going to read through every comment and message I get. Thank you all so much. I'm going to reach out if I need help.<br><br>Edit 3: I reached out to a very good friend and got support from that person. I love all of you so much and I can't thank you enough.<br><br>Update: I'm doing well. I'm still processing the events and I still feel a little empty, but I'm doing better<br><br>Update 2: I got the news. It's not good. I think I'm finally processing it. I'm not doing great and it's been very triggering for me. I'm not doing well.<br><br>Update 3: I'm doing very well. It was very difficult for me to lose someone I loved so much, but I am doing much better. I had to fight with myself to work through it and I feel like I'm finally emerging from the darkness. Thank you all for your support. It helped me so much and I realize how strong I am now. I love this community and I love all of you. I'm so grateful for your support.