I am lonely because I do not have a partner.

I am lonely because I do not have a partner. I am lonely because I do not have a partner to switch off looking after our kids with. I am lonely because I am not appreciated for my hard work and selflessness. I am lonely because I don’t have a partner to share my beautiful kids with. I am lonely because I don’t have anyone to make me feel attractive. I am lonely. So lonely.<br><br>I wasn’t always like this. I was a strong independent woman. I loved to socialise. I wasn’t lonely then. I was happy. Then my life got flipped upside down. I almost died. My mental health suffered. I isolated myself from my friends. And then I met him. The killer. The one that has almost ruined my life. But I also had him to thank for my babies. So I don’t end up hating him. I am lonely because I fell out of love with him. I am lonely because he made me feel like nothing more than a babymaking machine. I am lonely because I do not have a partner to switch off looking after our kids with. I am lonely because I am not appreciated for my hard work and selflessness. I am lonely because I don’t have a partner to share my beautiful kids with. I am lonely because I don’t have anyone to make me feel attractive. I am lonely. So lonely.<br><br>I know it will take time to heal. I am almost there. I know I am almost there. But I just need someone to talk to right now. Someone to tell me everything is going to be okay. Someone to remind me that life is beautiful.