I'm a 36 year old woman who gotzarried at 22 and have 2 kids, 8 and 5. I feel like I lived my life for others and not for myself.

I'm not happy that I didn't get to experience being single in my 20s, have a variety of partners and lovers, travel, have roommates, be carefree, be childish, make mistakes, learn from them.<br>I started to hate my husband because I feel like he ruined my youth. I resent him for this. I started seeing the world, going to concerts, Broadway shows, weekend getaways, only after 30. I feel like I lived my life for others instead of for myself.<br>What's even worse is that the younger I get the older I'll be.