I confused my friend by saying I will never date a woman I’m not attracted to

In front of her bf, I confused her by saying that I will never date a woman I’m not attracted to. I’m not ugly, I’m mediocre looking, I have a good body, I’m 184, I have a good jaw, nose, and eyes, my hair is black and I’m greatly proportioned, although I have a small forehead and my teeth are not great. My hair is also thinning and I have acne scars. Although I’m not ugly, I’m not good looking either, my main problem is I’m socially inept and socially anxious, I have a hard time talking to people. I asked my friend if I’m attractive, and she said she doesn’t see me that way. I’m almost 20, I’m still a virgin, I have no friends, I have no luck with women, I’m socially inept, socially anxious, and I have a bad personality. I don’t think I’ll ever have a gf or even get laid, and even if I do, it’ll be a once in a lifetime event.<br><br>Edit: I’d like to add I have a bad personality, I’m very reserved.