I'm sad

Hello! I just wanted to come here and vent but sadly I'm sad. I've been doing meal prep for a couple of months and I just finished a promo. I'm doing a 2 week gap before I start another one. I weighed myself and I'm 56.5 kilos, I was 54.5 before I started working on my weight. I mean I guess I could just say "well at least I'm not losing weight", but I wanted to see myself change and I can't tell any difference especially a promo. It's really hard and I don't want to be 50 kilos forever and I want to see results. I'm sad and I don't know what to do and I just really need to see results but I mean I guess I just can't do anything about it. Its really hard. I want to lose weight especially while I'm still young and trying to join a fitness competition and I need to do it. I'm mad that I'm not seeing the results. This might sound sad and I'm not really the one to vent a lot but I want to see results and I don't want to be 50 kilos forever.