Just got the "I don't want to be your friend" text.

I've spent years putting myself out there, trying, reaching out, and making myself vulnerable, and I still get rejected every single time.<br><br>We went on a date the other day. I held it together for a while but ended up breaking down because I was so scared and nervous about being rejected or judged by this person I really liked. I left feeling embarrassed and ashamed, and now I feel embarrassed and ashamed for trying.<br><br>I'm starting to wonder why I even bother...