Ketamine is bad. It's not good. It is not fun. I hate ketamine. Stop glamorizing it.

I'd been drinking every night for the last 3 months, and mixing drugs looking for that fun high. Well, the last few times I used drugs, I woke up the next morning with no idea how I got home. I'd wake up mid conversation and have no idea what was happening or how I got there. I'd find my bed covered in blood and not have any idea why. I had no idea what was happening and when I finally had a glimpse of reality, I realized that I wanted to die. I was so confused and scared, and I did not know how to stop it. I have blacked out from drinking and then came to and knew what was happening. Not with K. Every time I took it, I would have no idea what was happening. It's not fun. It is scary. It is bad. I hate it. It's not a medicine for anything, despite what anyone says. It's just a drug. If you use K, you are not special. K is not special. It's just a drug. I was so confused when I'd come to. It's not fun. I was drinking last night and mixed X in. I was just drunk and I came to when I was driving. I was so scared. I knew I had to stop. I went home and blacked out in my room. I woke up the next morning and I remembered that I had blacked out. However, It wasn't K. K is different. So don't use K. I don't care if the doctor gives it to you. It's bad. It's not fun. It's not medicine. It's not cool. It's not anything good. Just don't use it. It's bad.<br><br>Edit: I'm overwhelmed by how many people have reached out. Thank you every one that has offered support. Hang in there. I am just a guy who hates Ketamine. I don't know how to help anyone.