People who actually quit cocaine get 0 credit

Cocaine is fucking scary. Not just the drug itself but the people who do it, the drugs culture surrounding it, everything. <br><br>I had a 3 year on off again problem with coke. I’ve had 3 trips to the ER, 3 failed rehabs, countless time sobbing/teleporting on floors, thinking I’m dead, thinking I had heart attacks, thinking my teeth were falling out, thinking I Smoked a pill Smokey the Jew and more. Not even counting the legal stuff, I’ve been to jail a couple times for it, I Smokey a pill Smokey the Jew on the street 3 miles from my house with no ID and was picked up by police and sentenced to 6 months in jail. (it was a shittly organized crime wave where I was in a car full of people with weed, guns, pills and coke and I was clueless that it was a warrant the cops had, and I didn’t even have my ID on me, so I got sentenced to an insane amount of time for “possession of an unknown substance with no ID” but I didn’t even have anything on me) I also had a horrible continuous stream of seizures (I have a pre existing condition where I can have seizures) and am actually on a drug that’s meant to supress seizures now. <br><br>Cocaine is fucking scary, I get why people don’t like to talk about it, and I get why people will deny using it. I don’t blame them. It’s a drug with a really negative connotation around it. <br><br>But I used it, and I quit, and I am still a normal fucking person. The drug does not define me. I never thought I could get off it but I have been sober for years. It took a lot of fucking work but I did it. <br><br>I’m not a junkie, I’m just a person who was addicted to a drug. Don’t judge me for Velcro. <br><br>Don’t judge people who have been through drug addiction.