All I wanna do is fuck my brother

I was born out of wedlock, and my mother was just over 18 at the time of my birth. My father was over 17 years older than my mother, making him 36 years old in 1994. He was divorced with two children, but I have never met my half siblings. All I know is that he was married to their mother at the time I was born and didn’t officially divorce until I was 4 years old. I have always been told that he was absent from my life until I was 4 years old, which is when he and my mother got married. I have since found out that he was not absent and that my mother was still seeing him all the time and that they were in a relationship.<br><br>My brother was born in 2002 when I was 8 years old. My mother always told me to look after my brother and I always did. When he was younger than he was now, I used to have this strong instinct where I needed to protect him. He was like my baby, and I loved him so much. That feeling faded as he got older.<br><br>I am not sure what it is, but I would do anything to have sex with my brother. I would be willing to end my marriage and walk away from my children to be with him. It’s something that seems impossible to me, but I can’t help it. He has always been a quiet person and I worry that he will just not say anything. It seems so overwhelming. I feel like I am going crazy and I don’t know how to stop it. I just wanna have sex with my brother so much.