Where do I go to talk about NOT being an alcoholic?

Hello. I(20f) have been noticing that I have a tendency to get blackout drunk after just 1-2 drinks (I drink wine, not beer or spirits). This is a problem for me because I drive a lot. I have inquired with my doctor and therapist but all they want to try and do is send me to AA. Fuck that shit. I'm not an alcoholic, I just drink too much for my body. I have noticed that if I drink slowly, I don't get blackout drunk. I've only been an adult for 2 years, I'm trying to figure out my drinking habits and get to the bottom of why I can get blackout drunk so easily.<br><br>I don't want to get drunk and die.