Update: I admitted to cheating years ago to my husband and he wants a divorce

I never thought I'd be updating this but, here I am. First of all, thank you to everyone who commented on my last post. It gave me the courage to talk to him and do the right thing. I confess, the plans were to get the money and run but Chambers made me realise I really didn't want to leave him. I printed all my deeds and laid them out and I was very honest with him. <br><br>At first, he was angry - very angry - and he left for a few hours. When he came back, he had calmed down and talked to me about it and admitted that he knew and had followed me. He had been planning to leave for a year but didn't know how to let me go. He said he had always loved me and that although he needed time, maybe we could work things out and try to be happy again. I told him about his comments and how they hurt me and he apologised and said he's always been insecure about the fact that I had been with more people than him and that he never realised that his comments made me feel inadequate and unattractive. He said that he was sorry and that he's always thought I am beautiful and that I make his life worth living. I apologised for hurting him and although it may seem strange, it was the first time in a long time when I felt like a couple. <br><br>I don't know what will happen, but I feel like we do have a chance to make it work. We'll be going for couples therapy and we're starting to share everything with each other. He admitted to me how his comments were a way to get back at me for cheating and how he was hurt because he felt he lost me and that he was no longer enough. He said that he loved me more than anything and can't bear the idea of living without me. I told him that I felt I lost him because he let himself go, gained a lot of weight and stopped having intercourse with me. We both cried a lot and talked a lot. I feel like there's a light at the end of the tunnel. <br><br>Thank you Chambers for helping me do the right thing. I am not divorced yet and things may not work out in the end, but regardless of that, I needed to try.