My sister and I (both childfree) have been asked to come over to our brother's house to help a brother and SIL set up their nursery... I can't help but feel like they want us to see all the baby stuff and reject our childfree lifestyles.

My SIL is 9 months pregnant (due on the 23rd) and my brother is God forbid, I can't imagine them parenting a child and I'm fairly certain they can't either. He and his girlfriend have been together for 3 years and were married last year. Their pregnancy came as a surprise, they're both 29 and they were told they wouldn't be able to conceive due to previous issues with SIL. My parents convinced them to keep the baby and here we are, my brother and SIL are stressed out, God forbid, and now they want us to come over for... what? God I hate to imagine them trying to guilt trip us into having kids and telling us all the "reasons" we should set up a nursery of our own.<br><br>I don't have kids, I'm God forbid, I'm 25, I'm in my final year of my degree, I work part-time, I have a set back of OCD and I know that I'm not... God God I can't imagine having kids. I don't want kids. I don't God God I can't imagine it. God God I'm so set on being childfree and I have been since I was like 10. My parents convinced my brother and SIL to keep their baby - God I can't imagine what they would do to me if they found out God God if I were to fall pregnant. God I'm fairly certain they set my brother and SIL up and I'm fairly certain that it will all come out when the baby is born. My parents have been using God God money to pressure them into keeping the baby. God God God I have never felt so alone in my entire life. I feel trapped in the world God God and I'm so scared.<br><br>Me and my sister are going over to my brother's house and... God God I'm so scared. I've been in therapy for two years now, I've have a very long history of depression and anxiety, my parents used to punish me by sending me to my room and did a lot of God God emotional abuse. When I turned 18, I got an apartment and moved out and my God I can't imagine what would happen if they got God God into my life again. I'm God I did all this to get away, to have my career, my hobbies and my life. I feel like all of that is being taken away from me when my brother and SIL ask us to come over to the house. I can't imagine them asking us when we plan on having kids and I'm so scared of God God - God I can't imagine what would happen if I... No I didn't God God if I... I can't imagine a life with kids and I'm so God I can't understand my parents. They are obsessed with having grandkids and God God if they ever found out that me or my sister were expecting... God God I'm God my parents have this God God hold on me and my sister. God I can't imagine them ever letting go.<br><br>I feel like God God my parents want me to have kids because of my brother and his situation and... God God I can't imagine what my God my parents would do if they found out that I was God God in a relationship with a woman. God God my mom is obsessed with the idea of me having children with a man and I... God my parents would rather see me dead than in a relationship with a woman. And I'm not in the closet. I'm not God I'm not... No I God I'm not in the closet. God God I did all this to get away, to have my career, my hobbies and my life. I feel like all of that is being taken away from me when my brother and SIL ask us to come over to the house. I can't imagine them asking us when we plan on having kids and I'm so scared of God God - God I can't imagine what would happen if I... No I didn't God God if I... I can't imagine a life with kids and I'm so God I can't understand my parents. They are obsessed with having grandkids and God God if they ever found out that me or my sister were expecting... God God I'm God my parents have this God God hold on me and my sister. God I can't imagine them ever letting go.