Doing The right thing

It was a long day I finally got to a point where I finally got to a point where I was starting to relax and having a few drinks and finally relaxing and then it hit me. <br>I've been so caught up in work and other stuff and finally all that shit finally slowed down and I got a chance to finally take a breath and I thought about it and I haven't done the right thing yet. I've finally got to a point where I can finally take care of myself. I was going to make decisions that I would have to live with for the rest of my life and I thought about' it and I thought about my decision to get a vasectomy. <br>I've already made the decision know I've got two kids of my own and I've got two stepdaughters with 5 kids between them. I've been a father figure to two kids that know nothing but me and I've helped raise and know nothing but me and I know the way I grew up I'm not a good father. I know everyone thinks I'm a good guy but I know the truth. I can barely take care of myself so I know I'd be a shit father. But the truth is I'm already a good guy. I love my kids I love my stepkids and I'd do anything for them. <br>Strangely enough know the little I have and the less I have the more money I save the more money I have. I've finally got to a point know I've got enough money to get a vasectomy. I've decided to have it done on 2/6/25. Its nothing major its an out patient procedure, its nothing major and is covered under insurance know so the truth know I have know excuse. I've got to do this and I'm doing it.