My bf told me that I'm a woman so I will have to deal with the fact that men watch porn and cheat

So my bf told me that he watches porn. That is fine, I don't have a problem with porn in general. I asked why he watches porn when he has a girlfriend. He said that it is because he wants to explore his sexuality and that I wasn't able to please him. He also said that he has a whole list of things he wants to try in bed. He watched porn with me and asked me to do the things I saw in the porn video. I agreed even though I didn't really want to try some of those things. I sucked his dick while he played with himself. He also wanted to explore anal play so I agreed to it. <br><br>However, I felt embarrassed about it. I told him that I wasn't comfortable with what we did. He told me that if I didn't want to do it, I shouldn't have agreed to do it. He also said that I should be more open-minded. I felt like I lost control of my body and I was gaslighted into doing something I didn't want to do.<br><br>He also told me that he met with one of his exes behind my back. He told me that they talked about us getting back together and that they had a "mind-blowing" kiss. I was very upset about it. He said that it was just a kiss and that it didn't mean anything. He said that I was being paranoid.<br><br>He told me that he would never cheat on me, but he also said that I would just have to deal with it because I'm a woman and men will always cheat on women.<br><br>I don't know what to do. Should I just let him go? He is not a bad person, he's just very toxic.