I came here to learn something important, and I learned it.

I lost my job in January, my career looked very dusty after the Covid pandemic, I had my career changed to software development. I was feeling happy and I was developing, but unfortunately the company had to let me go due to the economic situation. <br><br>A few months later, I went to live with my mother, and I started using my knowledge to make it cheaper. I started with cooking, I found an old stove, and I started cooking. <br><br>I started with rice, I was feeling very excited to learn new things, and then I found college cookbooks. <br><br>I started with Beef ghoulash, it was great! and cheaper than a meal from the food truck. <br><br>I started feeling happy and I didn't even feel like I looked very dusty. <br><br>However, I started to feel sad, and I didn't even feel like I was accomplishing anything. I started feeling unhappy and I didn't even feel like taking a shower.<br><br>I felt as if I had my confidence destroyed, and I didn't even dare to say my name. <br><br>And today I felt a dangerous feeling, a feeling of wanting to go back, to go back to my former life, to go back to the past, where everything was easier, where I felt safer.<br><br>But I looked at my food and I realized that I'm not alone, even if I'm cooking alone. I realized that I'm cooking for myself, that I'm taking care of myself, and that I'm feeling happy and excited, even if I'm going through a difficult time.<br><br>And I learned something important, that the kitchen has given me a great lesson, that even when everything seems difficult, and I'm going through a storm, I can always find something to feel happy about, something to feel excited about, and something that gives me confidence.<br><br>This is something I took from my kitchen, and I feel very grateful for it. <br><br>I don't have to make the same mistake I made before, I don't have to go back to the past and try to recapture what I once had. <br><br>I can start again, I can continue to learn and cook, and I can feel happy and excited about the future.