I feel myself being constantly rejected and I'm tired of it

I'm a shy and introverted person and I'm constantly rejected. I can't seem to catch a break. No matter how good I am at something, there's always someone better.<br><br><br>I'm 24 years old and I have trouble making friends, maintaining relationships, and even getting a job in a field I love. I try my best to fit in and be liked, but it never seems to work out.<br><br><br>I've been job searching for over 2 years and every job I get, I'm rejected. I work hard and I'm very consistent but I just can't seem to be good enough.<br><br><br>My friends constantly cancel plans with me and don't want to talk to me anymore. They always come up with excuses and don't want to be around me. It hurts me a lot even though I know I'm not at fault.<br><br><br>I try to help people as much as I can, even strangers, but I'm constantly rejected. I offer to help someone with something, and they just look at me weird and tell me no. They even laugh at me for offering to help. It's humiliating.<br><br><br>I work hard every day to be the best version of myself. I'm consistent, I'm kind, I'm helpful, I'm humble, and I'm dedicated to everything I do, but it doesn't seem to pay off. I'm constantly rejected by everyone, no matter how good I am.<br><br><br>I'm tired of it. I feel like I don't deserve to be on this planet.