I'm 19 years old and can't be productive for a minute. How can I get my life together?

I'm 19 years old and have never been good with time management. I have always been just a really scatterbrained person that has trouble keeping everything organized and on track. As a result, I still live with my parents and I am not in college. I am trying to get my life together, but it is really hard. I just wish I was one of those people that just had it together from birth, you know?<br><br>I've tried several productivity apps and I always end up ditching them after a week or two. I also recently started using a planner and it has helped me to some extent, but I also struggle to keep it organized and to even open it in the morning. I feel like I'm going through the motions and not really taking anything in. I feel like I need to see a therapist but I don't know where to start with something like that, and I really don't want to admit all of the ways I've failed to my parents.<br><br>Any advice would be greatly appreciated, and if there's anything in this post that you can relate to, I'd love to hear about your experience as well.