I don't hate women

I don't hate women. I am male, and I respect women as much as I respect my fellow males. I am here to learn how to not get screwed over by women. I am a 38 year old man, and I was married to my high school sweetheart from 2009 to 2019. We were together for a total of 15 years. We were each other's first time. We were each other's everything. In 2017, I found out that I couldn't have kids. I was devastated. I had always wanted to be a Dad. I told my ex-wife. She wasn't happy that I couldn't have kids. But she said that she would always love me, and that we could always adopt. In 2018, she asked me for a divorce. I was confused, and asked her "why". She told me that she wanted kids, and that because I couldn't give them to her, she didn't love me any more. She left me, and in 2019 she married another man who could give her the kids she wanted. She is now pregnant, and she still doesn't want anything to do with me.<br><br>I hate that this is the world we live in. People who can't have kids are worthless. I hate that. I am angry at this.<br><br>We met up a few times after the divorce. The last time was almost 18 months ago. She told me that she still loves me, and always will. But that I am flawed. She told me that she can't be with a flawed man. I told her that she is flawed too, but she just laughed at me.<br><br>I am not a flawed person. I don't even think I am a bad person. But I am flawed. I am not perfect. I just want to try to be perfect. I want to try to be the best guy I can be. I want to try to make a woman happy. But I don't know how. I don't know what they want from me, or how to be perfect for a woman. I don't know what they want from me. So I am here to learn. I will try to ask questions. But for now, I am just going to lurk and learn.