I hate breastfeeding. I hate it so much

I think with all the negative things people say about formula feeding, people don’t speak about how difficult breastfeeding can be, both physically and mentally. I HATE pumping, I hate how it makes me feel like a dairy cow, I hate that I can’t go anywhere without worrying about my milk supply, I hate the way the pump sounds, I hate the fact that my baby may never be able to take a bottle and may never be breastfeed exclusively because I have to pump and have to dump so much of my milk. I hate the pressure and I hate the stress it adds to having a new baby. I hate that I have to worry about what I eat and that if I drink too much caffeine, my baby will be restless and fussy. <br><br>I breastfed my first baby for 12 months but I never pumped and I never breastfed exclusively and she never had a problem with formula.<br><br>I’m so over this, it’s making me hate being a mother.