I don't have a job anymore and i'm freaking out about food.

Hey everyone, I don't know, maybe I'm just not into cooking because I hate budgeting. This sucks so I'm coming to this sub for advice. <br><br>I lost my job last week and I am freaking out about money. I won't be able to find a job anytime soon and I have no way of afford groceries or anything else. I blame nobody but myself. I've lost my drive to save and I have no back-up savings to help me through this. <br><br>I have to cook with what i have at home before I can figure out how I'm going to make ends meet. I have about $50 and I can't go below that. I'm making do with what I already have stockpiled. I used to love cooking and being broke has made me stop.<br><br>I'm sorry I'm venting. My fridge is almost empty but I already have onions, garlic, salt, some sugar and oil. I'm surviving with noodles, rice and beans and what's left in my fridge. <br><br>Hopefully i will make it through this and learn my lesson.<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>**TLDR:** I'm freaking out because I lost my job and I have to save money.