I'm not the only one who got blackpilled right? I'm not the only one who lost their hope in humanity right? Right???

Hello fellow losers, I'm like 15 years old and for the past 2 years I've been interested in human relationships and behavior cause I'm socially awkward and wanted to improve and become a sociable person. So I read some books about social intelligence, and behavior and psychology, and these books have blackpilled me more than any other chambers post. I've lost hope in humanity. For real. The way all the psychologists, sociologists, and psychiatrists in these books talk about people as if they're just a bunch of idiots, sheeple, NPCs, etc. It's like these books literally talk about the average person as cattle. One of these books literally said that like 50% of people don't even think about what they do at all, they just do it. It's like I'm living in a world of NPCs and morons and idiots, and I realized that even the "intelligent" people are still stupid. I mean the only reason why I thought this world wasn't bad is because people were smart and intelligent but it's all a lie. It's all bullshit cause they're idiots too. Like, what the hell? Are we doomed to live in a world of idiots? Are we cursed to live in a world where the majority of people are stupid as fuck? I don't wanna live in this world, I don't wanna be surrounded by idiots, I don't wanna see idiots on a daily basis, I don't wanna hear their stupid fucking words, I don't wanna live in a world where I'm surrounded by fucking morons. I feel like I'm living in a video game with NPC humans. And to make matters worse, no matter how much I improve, no matter how hard I try to become more sociable, etc. I'll always be a loser cause the people around me are fucking idiots. Like, I'm so fucking lost. Do you guys feel the same way? Because I've been feeling this way for quite a while now and it's fucking me up.