I think I might be the only guy who never got a blowjob in high school

So I had a decent sized friend group in high school. I met a lot of them through wrestling and lacrosse. I was never the most popular. I didn’t really get with any girls which I think made me even more envious of my friends. My senior year one of my friends who was in my top 5 closest friends started dating this super attractive girl. She was hot and I remember I always messed with her when she was in the friend group when she was around but I never really wanted her. Now I think my friend was going out with her for at least a year before he started cheating on her. He had met this other girl who was super hot as well and he started banging her. She was a cheerleader and was very popular. I remember he would always talk about how she was so good at blowing him. He didn’t care if my other friends heard, he just kept talking about how the girl was a lot better and what he liked about her when compared to his girlfriend. I was obviously jealous. I messed with the cheerleader friend a bit but I knew she had a boyfriend. I had another buddy of mine who had a girlfriend, she was also hot and I remember he would talk about how she would meet him in a car to blow him when he had a free. I had another buddy who had a girlfriend who I remember he would go to the girl friends house and they would have sex. They were senior year as well. I had a lot of other guy friends who also had girlfriends and were having sex. It was just me. I got rejected by two girls I asked out. I knew one of them liked me but she said she didn’t want a boyfriend and the other one just said she didn’t like me like that. Seriously though this cheerleader girl who I knew was banging my buddy, she would always do stuff to me. She would have her hair down when it was wet so I could see her ass and back cleavage. She would make plans to meet me up at my friends house when I was alone. She didn’t care if I kissed her or sat close to her. I should have made a move. I was so damn dumb and timid back then. The girl was so hot. She was a blonde cheerleader, had long hair, and I remember when she would lean up against me with her hips and cleavage close to my torso. Now I’m 2 years out of college and I still have never even had a girlfriend. It’s just so infuriating. I’m 6’4 240lbs, I look good. Now my buddy’s cheating on his wife and I’m just taking the L. The world is unfair.