This is what a redpill feels like.

Got rejected by this gorgeous red headed girl i had a crush on for like a week, after i asked her out. She said no, and then i got really upset and started making fun of a mysterious brown stain on her backpack. She got really embarassed and said that it was her period, and that she was on her period right now. I got suddenly really angry and told her that now i can be sure that she doesnt have her period, because she seems like a soulless robot with no vagina. She left, and i felt really good like i'd overcame something. Today i heard from a mutual aquaintance that she actually cried a lot after and she said that i hurt her a lot. I feel kinda like i overcame some sort of defeat in my mind and i also really want to do that again.