I'm so sick of these bugs

I fucking hate these bugs. I didn't know they were called seson seed bugs. Anyways my house had a leaky roof and the cats got wet so had to pull the carpet and extract the water. It smelled like a basement. So got one of those extractors that sucks up water which is great for getting most of it. Anyways my kid had a rubber duck on the floor and it had a little water in it. So I sucked it up with the extractor and then I see a whole bunch of those little seson seed bugs crawling to the top. So I sucked them up which didn't kill them. They were just alive inside the extractor. So I had to open it up and dump them which was an awful process and their awkard sounds were so gross and they move really slow in cold wet conditions and it was just so gross and disgusting. So I had to extract again and sucked them up, dumped, and repeated that process 3 times. Finally there was no more water on the extractors tube and I could have left it but still I fucking hate these bugs and I didn't want them alive inside the extractor. It's just so gross and disgusting. Anyways my wife had a rubber duck in on the balcony as well and it was outside and had rain water in it. So I sucked all that up and it was infested with those bugs. Anyways the extractor fell outside and I don't know if it was the bugs or water but not it isn't working. It sucks and blows but it doesn't suck up the water. It's just a fucking disaster and I fucking hate these seson seed bugs so goddamn much. Anyways I have a large water bottle on my balcony and it's also infested with them, they have been since spring and it's now almost winter and they just won't fucking die. I need to suck them up and throw it away but it fucking grosses me out. I didn't even want to touch the rubber duck that had the bugs in it. I held it with a towel. Anyways I fucking hate my life and I fucking hate those bugs. And on top of all this my wife and kids are all out today and I have to stay home and deal with all of these fucking bugs. I just want to die.