The CCP has ruined my faith in humanity

I am struggling to understand why the CCP are allowed to exist, why they are allowed to brutalise innocent people. I feel like I've been asleep my whole life, like I've been living in some kind of dream. I am constantly angry, and I don't understand why more people aren't angry. Why are we allowed to do trade with them? Why are they allowed at the UN? Why aren't we helping those who are being murdered? I don't understand. The world feels like it's upside down.