I feel so lonely.

I’ve been in therapy for two years now. I have a therapist who I really like, and a psychologist who I see if I want to change my medication. I have a therapist once a week for fifty minutes and it feels like that’s the only time I get to talk to someone. <br><br>I’m an introvert, I accept that. I come from a family where I’ve been belittled and ignored. I’m a stammerer and have a speech disorder. I accept that too. <br><br>I had my first relationship when I was twenty-one and I got my heart broken. I have one friend. I see her about twice a week and we text every now and then. I’ve never been on a date. I’m twenty-five now. I want to love someone. I want someone to love me. I want someone to talk to. I want to come home to someone. I’m so tired of being lonely. <br><br>I had an accident when I was nineteen which left me very scarred. I don’t have a car due to my accident and I live in a small town with not many people. I don’t have a driver’s license because of it. It’s my fault I don’t have a license but I accept that. <br><br>I lose all my confidence in myself. I don’t know what to do. I feel like I’m the only one experiencing this. Is there anyone like me out there?