No boyfriend for Christmas

I was lying in bed and they were putting up Christmas decorations on the TV and I started crying because I don’t have a boyfriend to spend Christmas with. <br><br>I’m already 20 and the thought of spending another Christmas alone makes me so sad, and I just started crying. <br><br>I want someone to date, I want to go out and kiss under the mistletoe and spend Christmas together. <br><br>I’m really trying to make friends to meet a potential partner but it takes work. <br><br>I want to go to a Christmas party already.<br><br>Every time the Christmas ads come on my phone, it makes me sad<br><br>I’m still hopeful I’ll find someone to spend this Christmas with, but it’s already mid December now. :(