What if there is “life” before Earth?

I can’t even wrap my head around this, but I mean like, what if there is a universe, before this “Universe” that we have, and a universe before THAT, an infinite amount of them? And what if there is “life” before earth, and “life” before that Universe too, again an infinite amount of them too? What if “life” is like plants, for example, and they grow new universes, and what if there is a planet called “space” and they grow “life” on that planet called “Universes”? I don’t know, you get the idea, I’m just clearly bewildered.