I want to hate men more than I want to kill myself. After being a part of this sub for almost a year now, I want to hate men more than I want to kill myself.

I don't hate men more than I want to kill myself.<br><br>I want to hate men more than I want to kill myself.<br><br>I am so tired of wanting to kill myself. I wish I could kill myself without it affecting anyone. But I can't. For every one suicidal person there are at least 7 people who are impacted.<br><br>My partner is one of them. I wish I could kill myself without hurting him. I resent him for it, for keeping me here, in this body, on this planet, in a world ruled by men, where women are seen as objects, and not people, where women are disposable. <br><br>My brother is another one. I love him so much, he's just a kid. After years of abuse, my brother is finally thriving. I don't want him to go through losing another sibling. <br><br>I resent every man for it, for making me want to kill myself, for making me hate being a woman, for making me feel like my life is not worth living. I want to hate them so much, enough to stop wanting to kill myself. <br><br>I wish I could hate men enough to want to live. <br><br>I want to be strong enough to leave my house and go for a walk, to hate men more than I want to kill myself.<br><br>I want to be strong enough go to therapy, to hate men more than I want to kill myself.<br><br>I want to be strong enough to function every day, to hate men more than I want to kill myself.<br><br>I hate men, but it's not enough. I want to hate them more than I want to kill myself. After being a part of this sub for almost a year now, I want to hate men more than I want to kill myself.