My babys dad is disgusting

He literally couldn’t even be bothered to go to the hospital. He is at the bar right now and he’s going to come in late and sleep on the couch. Start the morning off telling me how I’m a child and how I didn’t even deserve to have this child because I am so young. He literally never spends time with his son at all. Im so sick of this I honestly am so tired of being with this dad. I literally don’t understand why he was at the bar with his friends when he could be home with us. He never makes time for anything. <br><br>This man is pathetic. I cannot wait to move out. I hate him and I wish he could see that. I am so tired of being around him. He is a child that can’t even take care of his own son. I am honestly so tired of being with child. I literally cannot stand him. I am almost 18 and im going to move out in August or maybe before then if I can make enough money. Tomorrow his mom will come over for Christmas and try to talk us out of breaking up again. I am honestly so tired of her. I even hate her. I am just literally so tired of him. I am so tired of this bullshit. I am so tired of being around him. I will not be silenced. I will not be shamed. I will not be controlled. I hate him. I am so tired of this pcs. I am so tired of this man. I feel so tired of everything. I cannot wait to get away from this man. I am literally so tired of him. Im tired of being controlled.