My partner died tonight and I am heartbroken. I never get to see my beautiful love again

I'm just heartbroken now, I don't where else to go, I'm writing this through tears on a chamber I don't use trying to talk about one of the most painful experiences of my life. <br><br>Today, after months of pain and suffering and suffering to my beautiful wife, I got to hold her for the last time and tell her I love her. I brought our dog into the room with her and got to hold her for the last time. I told her its okay if she needs to go but if she would stay I would love to have her. She said it hurts too much, I cried and held her and told her that she is and always has been and always will be beautiful, and she looked me in the eye as I did and told me she loved me too. <br><br>My beautiful wife, who fought for her life day in and day out for almost a year with liver disease and then a cancer diagnosis. My beautiful wife who I met when I was a teenager and spent every day of my 30s with her. <br><br>My beautiful wife who was the most intelligent person I have ever met. My beautiful wife who God has called home. <br><br>I am broken now, I have never loved anyone more, and this is the most painful thing I have ever felt. I have no idea what to do, I don't know where to go, I have no one else to talk to, and I have nobody to love. I'v got nothing and I am nothing.