i'm FURIOUS, TIRED, and I dont know if i can do this anymore

i have 15,000 videos to grade and i can't. I just cant. i have never been this spoiled in my life. if i were to be fired, I'm sure the school administration would support the parents too. <br><br>my school does not allow remote, so if a child is sick, they have to do the remote learning. they have 2 days to do it. we send them the video, pdf, etc. we also give them 2 assignments they have to do in google classroom. <br><br><br>as a teacher who has to grade this, i want to pull my hair out. its so stressful, i have to review 15,000 videos (and i'm not even kidding). i'm also expected to grade the assignments. i have support staff to help me, but i still dont know if it will ever get done. <br><br>3 weeks ago i had over 10,000 videos. and now i just hit 15,000. its too much, and i dont know what to do. i try to review as much as i can, and i am literally going crazy, i dont know if i can do this anymore. i've also hit a breaking point, and i'm close to crying everyday. <br><br>i've asked for help, but the school administration tells met to suck it up, or to find a way to handle it. i've asked for support, and nothing has been done. i'm at a lost and i dont know what to do. i want to do my job effectively. but it seems like it is impossible. or am i going crazy?<br><br>edit: thank you for all the comments and responses. i love my job and it hurts me to see some of y'all bashing the profession. i appreciate those who have comments and have also given suggestions. i will try some and i appreciate it. i think there might be a meeting tomorrow and im going to see what they say. <br><br>edit2: i think the meeting went well? im not sure though?