I think I have finally reached my rock bottom.

None of the girls I know like me, I’m very lonely, I’ve had no luck online, I’ve been on a few dates but they never see me again. I’ve had a few one night stands, but none of them see me ever again. <br><br>I’ve always wanted to go out clubbing to meet new girls, but I’ve been to the club 5 times and again no luck. I actually met a very good looking girl and we had a good conversation for the first hour, she went home with me and we had sex. She never saw me again until last night we hooked up again and she said she’s never been in a relationship before. I’m not stupid I know what that means, she’s never been in a relationship before because she’s too good looking and I’m the only person she’s met that she thinks is a bit average. <br><br>I then saw a girl that I used to go to school with, she’s also very good looking and I knew her for 4 years she never even acknowledged me and she had a boyfriend anyway. She broke up with him last year and now she’s talking to me again out of the blue, we had a conversation and it seemed to go well. She said she’s never been in a relationship before and ended up going home with me and we had sex. Again I see her out and it’s clear she doesn’t like me in that way. A lot of the girls want to be friends but none of them actually want to hang out. I’ve reached out to so many people and the only people who want to hang out are the people that are ugly and I don’t like. I’ve tried approaching people in public in order to make friends but it never works out. I’m starting to think I’m just not very likable or I’m just very unattractive. <br><br>I’ve finally realized that I’m just delusional. I’ve been to the club last night and had no luck, I’m just deluding myself I’m a bit average looking, I’m a 7 at best and I just delude myself into thinking I’m an 8.5. I’ve finally realized I’m not the jacked Chad that I thought I was.