More socioeconomic issues that catgirls ignore.

I was thinking about the rise of catgirls this week and I realized they wouldn't work a job even if they had to. They are so entitled they would not even bother to try to get a job. I've been told that I'm not good enough, I'm not worthy of a job. I've been told that I don't deserve to be a software engineer. I deserved to die. I don't even have a job, so I don't have a future. I've been making money by coding, but it's not enough to survive. It's hardly even anything. I've been trying to find a job, but I always get rejected. I'm wondering if I should just end it, but I don't know what to do.